Sunday, March 13, 2011

Is Germany the answer?

I slept like a rock last night. This was after sleeping soundly the night before and two naps during the day. This trend worries me a bit, to be honest. I've been needing more and more sleep lately, and there is no reason for it.

I dreamed last night that I was visiting Germany. I found I wasn't scared or worried that I would get lost, etc. I felt very comfortable there. I saw a few places I really want to see in real life. The images in my head, although in 3D, were most likely inaccurate because I've only seen video and/or photographs of those places. I was walking along streets, visiting with new (and some old) friends. This dream tells me that I really need to apply for the English position in Heidelberg I saw yesterday for next school year.

I don't want to live in a place that devalues me daily. I don't want to live in a place that is close to making me move back in with my parents. Something's got to give, and unfortunately, it won't be the government, society, etc.

I keep thinking about all the obstacles in the way when I should be seeing this as an opportunity to do something meaningful.