The heart of the issue....

I'm being offered exactly what I keep trying to offer to someone else. The part of me that wants that is tempted to "settle" for the seemingly lesser person just so that I can experience that sense of belonging and such. The guy is a nice guy - a really nice guy - so I wouldn't necessarily be setting myself for anything detrimental, but the heart wants what it wants, right?

Faith in You.

You give me faith that God exists and that I'm actually supposed to experience real happiness. Why won't you just commit and love me? What do I need to do to make you feel safe and loved and okay with taking such a huge leap of faith?

I have faith in you. Can you please have faith in me?

Stood Up

I had plans with someone new tonight. He was a no-show. He called right around the time I returned home. He claims he was there; he just wasn't paying attention to the door at the restaurant and totally missed me standing there, waiting.. I waited for 30 minutes and left.

He has a phone issue - it only works if he has wi-fi connection, so he didn't get my calls until he returned home. Do I chalk this one up to miscommunication and make future plans to see him or do I tell him to never contact me again?