My Life

My life is much more of a mess than I ever let on (and I probably reveal a lot already). When did it start to go in this direction? What happened to me? Why can't I seem to learn the lessons that present themselves to me time and time again? I see the lessons. I see what I am supposed to do, but I rebel against whatever force is trying to make me think and act a certain way.

I live in fear of many things.