Saturday, March 31, 2012

Alone Again

I am very recently single again. There was no argument. I had no knowledge of the breakup until I logged into Facebook.

I started my day like any other Friday, working all day. When I came home and logged into Yahoo Messenger to talk to my boyfriend, he did not respond, which is not normal, so I logged into Facebook to see if he might be online there. The info on the top of my profile page read "In a relationship," but it did not list my boyfriend's name. I no longer saw him on my friends list, so I checked my messages since I knew we had had a conversation a couple of days ago and I wanted to click on a link to his profile.

I found the following:
SS: i've changed my "relationship status" to single... becuase I am not happy, I am very miserable
it has nothign to do with you, it is me... honestly... i dont know what I want to do anymore
i need time to figure out what the hell i am doing...


While the message was still there and I could click on his profile, he had unfriended me. I was extremely hurt. I love this man. I am attached to his three kids (remind me to not date someone who has kids).

I tried calling him, but he wouldn't take my call. This is not the behavior of a mature person who wants a meaningful relationship.

All-in-all, the day ended better. My former student teacher met me in Canton for a couple of drinks. My best friend was working at the restaurant where we met and ended up buying me a drink. At least I know SOME PEOPLE truly care about me.

I was supposed to take SS to a concert on Monday night. I already have the tickets. Now I need to find a new date ASAP.

Thursday, March 22, 2012

New Finances

I met with a very cute and very charming finance guy today after work. We will be setting up my 403B account stuff on Monday.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

One Year

So, March 14th this year definitely started out better than March 14th last year.

I kind of wish I had taken the day off of work today, though. My students were disrespectful, violent, and loud today. I was thoroughly ticked off. I had one student threaten me and I had security remove her. I kicked myself for not taking a "mental health day" today. I really could have used it.

I need a break.

I can't believe sometimes that I've made a full recovery from last March 14th's massive stroke.

Saturday, March 10, 2012

TOO NEEDY?

Today, my boyfriend told me I am a bit too needy. This upset me. He's the one in constant contact.

If I sit on the far end of the couch, he has to comment about how far away I am. WTF?

TOO NEEDY?

Today, my boyfriend told me I am a bit too needy. This upset me. He's the one in constant contact.