I am still having recurring nightmares almost every night. I hate that with the return to healthy hormone and vitamin levels, I am getting a lot of those qualities I don't like about myself. Today was a crabby, "Don't touch me!" day, which was actually okay since I wasn't around a lot of people. I also don't like the terrible, recurring dreams that often disrupt the little rest I do get. I am jumpy and irritated and generally withdrawn.
I don't like that my options are 1)be deficient and malnourished and generally happy because I can't focus on anything, or 2) be physically healthy and irritated with most dealings with others. Where is the "happy" medium?
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