Tailspin

I spoke to a number of people yesterday on the phone, in person, or online. My tailspin started early, and I reached out for stability. I didn't find it until I spoke to two of the people who contributed to my tailspin. The conversations felt natural and calm, which is part of the reason I experienced the tailspin to begin with. This constant need for reassurance, etc., is actually causing me to possibly miss something that is right in front of me. It's time for that to change. It's time to process those things I've been hanging onto and not truly dealing with.