Something Familiar

I talked to the Canadian today on Yahoo. The exchange remained positive. I needed the supportive commentary that only the Canadian is able to give in a way that builds me up. Afterward, I felt stupid and weak because the truth is, I really miss him. If he were to end things with his current/ex-girlfriend, is there any way I could ever try something with him again? I say no, but who knows? I had never before felt like belonged anywhere as much as I felt I belonged with him. It was the oddest thing to encounter, especially with someone who isn't even from my own country. We just cliqued in the ways that truly matter. I wish he hadn't done what he did. He ruined it. He ruined us.