With or Without You

Why did you treat me that way? 

Why couldn't you have been gentle with my heart? 

Why did you have to fuck it all up? 

I'm miserable without you. I'd be miserable with you until I could accept and move on, and I hate that you still have the ability to hurt me, just creating more WITHOUT in my life. 

I dislike the choices you've made in your life, and I really thought we were turning a corner. 

Misery WITH you still sounds better than misery WITHOUT you, I'm afraid.

I miss you.