I'm not sure if there's been some reconciliation attempts from the Canadian. We finally discuss what went wrong in a calm, collected manner. I don't necessarily understand why we are doing this. We aren't trying to rebuild waht we had, but we both do miss it and each other a lot. Our feelings of mutual loneliness bond us. And enough time has passed that just the smallest of keystrokes on the computer don't make me come apart at the seams.
The new BF is aware of my feelings for someone else. I feel guilty about this and try to get them to stop, but they are still there. I just wish there were a way for me to not feel this way and for the BF to not be so angry about me experiencing the 'human condition.'
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