I can't stop having nightmares. I know what my subconscious is trying to deal with (still), but I'd simply like to avoid the topic. I don't want to get into it here, either. I force myself awake and then sit up for a while. I feel like I am so stressed out.
I made several stiff drinks last night for Mike A., Jeremy, and myself. I could not focus on grading papers, which I brought home with me again today. I have been avoiding them for hours now. Unfortunately, the alcohol didn't just let me rest.
I have other things on my mind, too, so I am hoping to find some sort of outlet to avoid fucking things up.
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I hope you defeat your demons. I hope you can find your rest. I'd like to think you had your peace at some point.
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