Thursday, August 14, 2008

welcome back

I helped with the freshman orientation event at my school today. So many of my former students (and a few others) were happy to see me. They couldn't wait to tell me about what they had done this summer. It was a great moment. I didn't realize how much I missed them. Apparently, my heart is not made of stone like I thought.

I feel a strange sense of peace lately. I don't know exactly where it comes from, but I like it. It must be from starting to open up more. I am trying not to worry about the possible events of my future. Instead, I am focusing on trying to understand the present. I feel much more alive than usual.

Oh, and I am the reason that I have no wedding planned. Me.

Well, I am off to the gym with Jeremy. Later, 'gator!

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