I've always been so open with my feelings in the past, but I haven't felt as ready to share the more intimate details of my psyche lately when I speak to friends. I'm not sure if I am trying to protect them or protect myself. Even here, I didn't express everything, mostly because I didn't want others to know how deeply I was hurting. I realize now that I perpetuated this feeling because I let my worry about others' perception of me get in the way of healing.
I think I might train for a 10K. That way, I can find yet another outlet for, or distraction from, all of my emotions.
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